i did it! today i made myself step on the scale. it's so funny how much power i give that small appliance.
i wore a skirt to work that was from my thinner clothes(as opposed to my thin clothes) tuesday and am fitting in lesser size jeans, but the scale still scares me. today that somehow all powerful gadget said i was 7 pounds more worthy than i was the last time i stood on it. translated that means i lost 7 pounds, but the real issue is why that brings some kind of meaning other than being healthier. why do i think i am more valueable the less i weigh, that people will approve of me more, think higher of me, find me more interesting?
...this journey continues.
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